Freedom Through Complex Programming

Many years ago following a serious car crash and continuing trauma from my domestic situation, I scheduled a Hypnotherapy session with a Woman in my town. I was given a ride to the appointment, as I was not well enough to drive. I remember the office was small, the Hypnotherapist very warm and kind, and I felt safe with her presence. What came from that session was memorable.

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The clarity that I received reminded me of a vow I had made to myself as a child growing up in a home wherein two parents were at war. As a young girl I would rush between my parents to protect my Mother, and then experience that hostility redirect toward me. I felt my Mother's sadness and despair every night, as she cried in bed. When I inquired why she was crying, she told me that I wouldn't understand.

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I vowed to myself that I would never be in that position. And yet I was in a situation and with a partner that was not exactly what I had witnessed and experienced, though seemingly even more complex.

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My Mother was living the outcomes of her societal and familial programming. And now I was living mine in an even more magnified way. She died in hers; I would find the way to my freedom.

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Rather than a generational programming like my Mother, I was living in the midst of mind-bending, cult-like, anti-semitic and misogynistic programming held within a messianic-complex mind of this individual in my life and my house.  There was an intentional design to destroy me over a period of time. And it almost did.

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For those in the public who don't understand and hold judgement, you would be served well to research and study the techniques and impact of this type of very complex psychological matrix that is perpetrated against others. And be thankful that you've not experienced, or perhaps you have and are though still in that trance.

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It was in this session that I began to remember my vow to myself, one of two I had made growing up, a vow to never allow myself to be treated this way nor to be in a relationship with anyone who attempted this. And yet, here I was very injured, worn down, confused, and dis-empowered. I was fighting back as I had seen my Mother, and it was killing me as it did her.

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It was in this session that I received a clear statement, twice in the same words with different emphasis, that I needed to take back my life and make it my own - my own! it began to be impossible for me to not see what was truly happening. The task, however, was to become healed enough to escape. And set about that task with the strength and determination I had left.

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There's much more to this story, and that may come at another time. The point of this sharing, now, at this time of my life, is that I know what it takes to come through serious challenge.  I hold the insights and characteristics that are required in mastering the mind, in gaining clarity amidst great confusion not just in a situation like this but in all aspects of life.

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Hypnotherapy is a powerful tool to gain clarity, restore one's energy and gain the reminder.... the infusion of one's true direction and calling. Hypnotherapy helped to save my life, and my clients over the years have experienced their miracle in our session work together also. Because the miracle is within us.

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It was another length of time and two emergency surgeries before I gained my freedom. Many years later, I've helped hundreds and perhaps thousands of clients with aspects of their life and to self-actualize. If you're feeling that it's your time, let's talk.

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